Why should I be fair? Life is unfair on a daily basis. Most humans have this moral/ethical belief that they should be fair to others and that life in general should be fair. But reality shows that that's not how the world really works. Maybe we as a species should try getting used to how things are, instead of trying to force things to work according to our warped perception. We are but one species of many animals on Earth, and while our intelligence far exceeds other species, we are not infallible. War, murder, rape, theft, lying, etc. So many problems. What a great role model we are...NOT!!!
And dont even try to talk to me about fairness. If life were fair to everyone, things would be easy, everything would come to you easily. And what fun is that? You wont learn anything useful that way. It's the overcomers that experience adversity and prevail against the odds, that have truly earned their mettle. Life's unfairness has a lesson for everyone to learn, if they will accept it. I really do believe that everything that happens to us shapes who we are, there is a purpose for every event, whether we understand it or not.
From my childhood alot of unfair stuff happened to me. Having to cope with mental illness, as society generically calls it, that makes me "not normal" in their eyes. In reality I'm just a unique individual that happens to be very different. Constantly being picked on and ridiculed in school. Told I would never amount to anything. Only a handful of romantic relationships that were meaningful, I've never had the luck of being successful with women. A seemingly inability to grasp social mannerisms and maintain meaningful connections with anyone except family. Constant run-ins with the criminal justice system. Homelessness. The inability to keep a job for an extended timeframe..........
But now I'm grown, with the responsibilities of an adult. With experience comes knowledge, and even wisdom. The experiences I've had have left me with a pervasive cynicism. I have very little ethical/moral compunction, I dont care about others save for a few family members. The only thing that keeps me with any sense of sanity is the knowledge and belief that I will prevail no matter what others say or think about me. I feel like a ticking bomb just waiting for something to trigger me. People have a certain degree of responsibility for how they act and what happens to them, but some things are beyond our control.
My indomitable will cannot be stopped or destroyed. As V from the movie would say, you can kill a man but not ideas. Before my life is out I will figure out my purpose for existence, and leave my mark on the world. I simply wish that others would be more accepting of me and stop trying to change me to conform to their specs, you will only encounter resentment and resistance. A big issue with many in this world is that they dont accept people that arent like them. Change will come for me, but when I want it, and on my timeframe. I would much rather be left to my own devices, as long as I harm noone and dont negatively interfere in their lives, then it should be of no concern to them what I say or do.
Now you guys have a firsthand look into the mind of someone who is a borderline psychotic/neurotic/sociopath. If you wish to push me, I'll bring on the pain and show you mental warfare. You'll regret that you ever had the misfortune of meeting me. Vengeance is my motive, revenge is my specialty. Sun Tzu said it best, dominate your opponent's mind and you have already won the war.
And I really don't care how much those pages are not relinked to elsewhere. Do you really rely on search engines, instead of making original discoveries that are not well known to begin with? You pride yourself on being 'The Finder' yet you found this well after it was posted.....years. That alone shows your skills are aging.